
I grew up on Caddo Lake in Shreveport. We did not have much money so we rented somebody's fishing cabin. I was not very fond of the cabin because there were lizards on the screens, and frogs on the ground, and probably a few water moccasins lurking around. Mother loved being there. She went out every morning after we got on the school bus, and she put a fishing line in the water. She did her housework and then went out and pulled in her line, which usually had a fish on it. There was an old boat close to our pier so she got in that also and paddled around. We ate a lot of red beans and rice, salad with the mayonnaise already in it when served, hush puppies, sweet tea, and catfish.
We had to move to Houston when I was about 15, because Daddy got transferred with Gulf Oil. I hated coming to Houston. I missed all the pine trees, the lake, the moss in the trees, even the lizards and frogs that I finally got used to. If we were tall enough to put our hand with money in it over the bar top in Shreveport, we could get alcohol. We could play cajun music and go to the Louisiana Hayride and see Elvis, and Johnny Cash, and whoever else was too outrageous for the Grand Old Opry. What I like most of all were Race Records or the black artists like Little Richard (are we both still alive?), Fats Domino, Sarah Vaughn, Dinah Washington, the Drifters. Daddy and I even went to the old Auditorium there to hear Ray Charles when he was starting out, and we were relegated to the White Section. Served us right, I thought. Daddy also took me to the black churches where we parked outside and listened to the music being piped out to the parking lot. There were also other white folks in their cars listening to the black gospel music. Mother loved Mahalia Jackson especially, as much as I love Shirley Caesar and Yolanda Adams now. I did not mind being a poor Episcopalian in Shreveport, because that had some cache to it, but I missed the beat and emotion of the black gospel music we heard in that parking lot.
Over time, I miss Louisiana like a member of my family that is off somewhere. When I cross the border between Texas and Louisiana going to Coushatta to gamble, I get a whiff of the pine trees, and start to see the water and the moss, and feel like I am home again. When Katrina came through and tore up that beautiful state, I felt like a knife was sticking out of my heart for weeks. I thought of all those outrageous times I spent in New Orleans at Miss Kitty's bar and other nefarious places, all in ruins now. We certainly can't go back and relive any of that now. It's all different, cleaner, scarier, has more crime, and is in ruins.
So, I guess I'll eat some crawfish at Mardi Gras Restaurant in Houston with Jessica Newman from Ponchatoula, Clara Sandel from Florien in mid-state , Marsha Mabry from Ruston, Kit Cutrone, the mad Italian Coonass from all over Louisiana, and the rest of you who know exactly what I mean when I say there just isn't any other place in the States like Our Home State.
When I have time, I think I'll go visit Madame LeVeaux's grave in New Orleans; she was the voodoo queen who ruled that area for some time. Or I'll drive to Avery Island and see the Tabasco Company again, and the wild life. I know once again that I am a displaced person with Golden Handicuffs whose head and money is in one place, and heart is in another. Story of my life.
Laissez Les Bon Temps Roulez!, y'all.